
by: Jason Mott
Published: Jun 29, 2021
Genre: Fiction, Contemporary, Race
323 Pages, E-Book
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This book was hard to get through, it took me over a week to finish! Not because of the difficulty of the writing but because of the content of the story and the protagonist – who is unnamed throughout the entire book.
Here are a few of my issues:
- The (unnamed) protagonist is not a well-adjusted adult and behaves like a drunken fool for the majority of the book. He is an awful person to be around and it is surprising that he has had a semi-successful career for as long as he did.
- The whole story was hard to read and follow as it bounces between two perspectives: the protagonist and a young boy referred to as Soot or The Kid.
- I never quite understood what the book was about.
- The hallucinations were too much which also led to this being hard to read (see #2). It was hard to grasp what was really happening and what was being imagined. It also didn’t help this case that the protagonist was inebriated most of the time.
- The protagonist needs therapy badly. Full stop.
- The talk about police killings was triggering. We live this in real life, I didn’t want to read about it too especially because the protagonist doesn’t do or say anything positive to push the conversation forward.
Maybe I didn’t “get” it. Maybe I’m not “woke” enough. Maybe the context went over my head. I should give it 0 stars.
One-Word Summary: Triggering








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